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| 11:30pm 15/05/2006 |
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so we made out at a bar. almost two months later, we went to the opera. and we left with a hug. im not sure what to think. i didnt kiss justin the first time we hung out. but then that was a date, im not sure what tonight was. hmmm all i know is that i wanted to sober kiss him. lol. we shall see i guess...... |
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| 10:44pm 10/05/2006 |
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you know when you meet a guy and you're like "yea hes cute, but nothing special." and then you havent seen them for awhile and one day they surprise you and their cuteness goes up like 10 points. but i know better. hes so into the scene, and i dont want any part in that. lets just see if he still agrees to go to the opera on monday. |
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| 11:44pm 03/05/2006 |
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i saw justin today. i thought he had seen me so i had to wave. but he never waved back. i really hurt him. i felt bad. he never gets the bus by my work anymore and i know im the reason. but hey there was nothing i could do. it just wasnt there.
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| 09:41am 16/03/2006 |
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you're not meant to make out with your unicorn. thats why they are called a unicorn. so after many months of gawking, last night finally lead to not only talking to unicorn but kissing unicorn. weird weird night. |
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| 11:44am 13/02/2006 |
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so we're practically together. we're exclusively dating but not going out. and thats kinda my choice too. its weird to find a boy that a) worships me, b) treats me amazingly and c) wants to be with me and me only. strange. im sleeping over there tonight and tomorrow. and hes taking me shopping tomorrow....for what i do not know.
and side note. i saw kenny on cobrasnake. my god he looks so drugged out. i really hope hes not still doing that shit. and he got his ged. |
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| 11:26pm 04/02/2006 |
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i have this amazing guy, who so far has treated me like no other boy. hes hot as shit and hes totally into me. and i know hes one of those relationship types, and i thought thats what i wanted. but now im not sure what i want. i love that hes so nice to me, but for some reason that freaks me out at the same time. i really must be insane, that or a sadist. |
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| 04:25pm 31/01/2006 |
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a)he brought me flowers
b)he told me i looked pretty
c)stared at me and told me i was so pretty (again)
d)offered to carry the flowers and food i was carrying
e)paid for lunch, well almost all of it.
f)made reservations for lunch
g)asked me out again.
h)a light kiss
ahhh-mazing. and he has the longest eyelashes in the world. i die. |
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| 11:15pm 28/01/2006 |
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i have a date. and im really excited, so of course because im excited something terrible is gonna happen. |
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| 07:30pm 06/01/2006 |
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i know its a bad idea to like a co-worker but i cant help it. i should learn from my caleb debacle. well perhaps i have because there is no way anything can happen. friends. only friends.
but sidenote, after 4 months of frustration eric and i finally made out. took us long enough. long enough for me not to be attracted to him mentally. irony, how funny you are.
wednesday= drunkest ive been in some time. and tonight i will have a sober night. SOBER!! |
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| 06:52pm 25/12/2005 |
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chanel and brian lichtenberg made an appearance at my house this xmas. |
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| 12:59am 19/12/2005 |
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in theory i should have been in bed a long time ago but i stayed up eating oatmeal butterscotch cookies and watching the end of forrest gump. i was gonna go to this bar that the cobra snake crew was gonna be at, but resting sounded like a much better idea. especially since will got me sick. and after a horrible friday night (way too much alcohol/lots of fresh emotions= bad mix) that im sick of dating. im sick of boys not intiating things. for example, will and i like each other, but i never get to see him. nor did i really get to see him while we were just friends. but we still talk every day but he never says; "hey wanna go........?" its not hard. you either want to hang out with me or you dont. but dont string me along. so i think i need to change my attitude, ie lets make him do some chasing. i mean, granted i kissed another boy but he doesnt know that. so thats my epiphany at 1:05 am. now i must go to sleep so i can get up and go to work. |
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| red light xmas party |
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| 12:55am 13/12/2005 |
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im glad i left red light because i my coworkers are now my friends, my amazing friends, and i knew if i stayed there i would end up hating most of them. we had the xmas party last night and lets just say i was drunk within 30 minutes. i brought my friend will, who i ended up making out with. i made caleb mad. threw apples (toy) at eric. talked about otters a lot. aimee and i danced. froze my ass off looking at the locks. got 10 people to sing happy birthday to me. built a beer can castle. later went to a bar and randomly ran into my gay, but i thought was straight dance party from wednesday. it was the most fun ive had in.....probably forever. |
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| childhood has officially ended. |
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| 09:25pm 01/12/2005 |
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last night was my birthday party. and even though we had a cake that roared, or at least the dinosaurs on top of it did, i am no longer a kid. its also strange to think that eric, the boy who ive liked for months, not only came to my party but got me on the list, got his roommate to play moving units (which i didnt know if people up here even knew who they were) and made me a gift. i really wanted to talk to him more, but i had caleb and will there. so somehow i had to try and juggle all three of them. there were so many people there. and random people were telling me happy birthday. i really am lucky cause i have some great friends. later we went back to aimees where i ended the night watching 4 boys play super mario brothers, talking to will about our band, and listening to a very drunk elle. it was just as much fun as last year but in a totally different way. and it freaking snowed today!!!!! |
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| 10:50am 23/11/2005 |
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i will be 21 in 7 days. in case anyone is interested. finally i can go out in this town. |
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| 10:40am 02/11/2005 |
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jordan brought me candles yesterday. and we rekindled our old relationship in so many words ;) i missed him. i missed watching tv with him and holding his hand and sleeping next to him. and i know we said we were just gonna be friends, but its hard. but im not saying/doing anything. in fact im not gonna call him. he knows where i am.
l word marathon later today. |
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| 09:53am 31/10/2005 |
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and the only problem with losing weight is your favorite clothes dont fit the same.
and i have a love triangle. and im in the middle.....weird.
i hung out with eric last night. picked out his costume and made him dance. i know something will happen on my birthday. we need some sort of stimulant to make one of us more forceful. 29 days!!!! |
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| 12:14am 30/10/2005 |
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i just spent $230 on jeans. but they're hot. i told my mom they were $140. im getting a bonus this week so thats my only justification. jeez im nuts. |
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| now its elementary |
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| 09:12am 10/10/2005 |
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yesterday... my love life is almost at the same place as a 4th grader. meaning that my relationship with eric consists of giving each other nuggies (what an awful word) and having a clothes pin war. but who am i to complain? who doesnt like flirtatiously wrestling with the boy you like. i told him i'd get him back on tuesday, come in to work specially, but i dont think i will. gotta have some mystery. haha cant wait to talk to aimee about this.
aimee, daniel and i went for pho last night. oh and those yummy cream puffs. hmmm maybe i'll get some of that today before work.
and i lost weight. my tight black pants, arent tight any more. which is actually a shame, they were cute.
big city rock was playing last night, but tim never called me. and i certainly wasnt gonna pay.
tomorrows my weekend, (even though i have school in the a.m.). maybe jordan and i will play. i need to go to value village.
oh shit, and i need to go visit kristin. |
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| high school antics |
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| 11:19pm 26/09/2005 |
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aimee and i both decided we're back in high school, at least our dating life is.
aimee has the boy that gets a mutual friend to call her and get her to come out. and shows up at places hoping she'll be there.
i have the make fun of each other/get all worked up when caitlin talks to other boys/stutters when talking and stands really close to each other thing. i guess we'll see what happens at work tomorrow. but ps, eric did come into work today and he wasnt working.....strange? maybe not so. |
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